Summer in the Fast Lane

DAMN IT. Summer is coming to an end.

Since my last entry, my life has definitely experienced it's share of intense events that will never be forgotten. From my first day rave with who I like to call Mark Edward Cullen, to Kevin's bbq which was equally as intoxicating. There wasn't a day that we didn't have something fun planned out or just kicked back and drank... until summer school came.

I have to admit though, bio 20 was a blast with Nick. Locking myself up in the library for nights and putting up with arrogant, fake-vegitarian, do-gooder Debbie was definitely worth the trouble.

During school time, the weekends were still amazing. We headed to the city of Angels for the ELECTRIC DAISY CARNIVAL!! Words would never be able to describe how amazing raves are, especially one as big as that. Nick also brought me camping with his friends. Being in the wilderness for days with nothing else to worry or think about is definitely a luxury. The Summer Love rave in SF that Vivbaby brought me to was pretty damn amazing too. It was such a scare the next day when we realized that we took piperazine,

I also fainted for my 4th time not too long ago from too much hookah and weed and dehydration.

Well somewhere in between all this mess, Terence moved in, Miles!! <3

this blog was never completed..

Hippie-Thug Life

<3 <3 <3

I lava the Mongols. :] This could just be the E talking still but, happy-face :]. Nothing like sipping tea in the morning with the memories of a good yesterday. I swear, we could be total hippies sometimes. Sitting in a tight cozy circle with your friends on the beach surrounded by an incredible euphoria is... heaven.

I feel better today. Ew, but waking up with stoge and cognac breath is not so great. From now until I start summer school, I will definitely be thug- living every thing, as if I haven't already started though.

I may be your sweet spot, take me to your candy shop

We look like we're 5 again. :]










I just don't understand girls in relationships sometimes. Then I find myself positioned in their shoes and end up... acting like a girl too, as much as I hate it. Boys are just stupid. I suppose when you like someone enough though, there's bound to be some vexation. Oh, and I've discovered the qualities that annoy me most in a person: ignorance+stubbornness. UGH. Fupeople. I understand that we're all ignorant in some ways but, people who are close-minded and unreasonable just PISS ME THE FUCK OFF. Grow up, you look like an idiot.



Anywaysss, it feels like something is missing inside of me and I'm not sure if it's physically, mentally, or emotionally. Either way, there's some kind of void that's giving me these funky butterflies.

Since I've been grounded, I've been managing to get out on a near- daily basis. This whole lockdown thing is making me more of a badass then teaching me a lesson. It's like I try to do as much destruction to my body and pack in as much fun as I can while I'm out to make up for the upcoming lonesome nights.

By the way, Jordan took me to experience my first whopper (junior whopper) on Monday. Pretttty delicious but, not enough to send me into a spiriling addiction like McDonald's french fries. Only one more week until my grounding is over and I'll be out and about exploring again! ... and not talking about fast-food -_-.

On Cloud 9!

Can you pour me some punch, please? I've been waiting since forever to say that. :]

Despite the fact that I was grounded, my parents still let me go to my senior prom with the exception of having to be home by 3am. Boy, did I have a blast! :] It's just a tad fuzzy, but still fun!

Well surely, the day started off horribly with a trashcan on my bedside. Ugh, then the 20 minute talk with my parents had to go down. I was really depressed about the entire situation at first since it was right before Mother's Day and I hated that my mom had to see me puke my guts out. Plus, I was looking at 3 weeks of solitary confinement inside mi casa. Well I had to suck it up and turn my frown upside down because it was still PROM nonetheless.

The rest of the day was spent with activities to help make my night perfect. I picked up my corsage and John's boutonniere around noonish which came out BEAUTIFULLY. Then, I ended up chilling with Nick for a bit and apologizing for my careless actions the night before. From there, my mum took me to get my makeup done and since I was in the right place at the right time, Kim Kardashian's makeup artist ended up doing it for me! :] Turns out she was on a business trip here and decided to use me as an example for the other makeup artists. I absolutely loved it which was quite a surprise since I don't usually like it when others paint my face for me.

By the time my hair was done, I ended up portraying a baby prostitute in a little miss pageant. You know, the ones with a cakeload of makeup and a set of fake adult teeth. Ew, creeeeepy. I looked like a doll and felt like a princess though. :]

Everyone met up at my house around 6ish and we decided to take a few pictures first. But in the long run, we ended up taking all of our pictures in front of my house since some were running late or didn't show up at all. Then it was PROM TIME! Everyone looked gorgeous and glamorous, as expected. Snap, snap, pictures with everyone. Hugs and kisses and a lot of 'You look so cute!'s.

So finally after the long wait for pictures and smiles, it was.. 'Let's get fucked up!' time! :] Hahaha, and my date did end up pouring me punch... with a kick of blue cap Smirnoff. Hhahaha, so the rest of the night was filled with dancing, laughing, mingling, and a very heavy buzz. 'Under the table we filled our glass,' was so much easier then predicted. Sadly, me and Mike John finished the bottle within the first 30-45 minutes. :[

Post-prom- Lingerie, hotel pary!! Even though I wasn't able to sleepover, I'm pretty sure I still had the time of my life. I recall jaegar, LOTS of E&J, boxers, and a few other unmentionable details.

Nick came to take me home around 2:30ish. His two friends must've felt awkward to see me come out half-naked but hey, it was after prom so it was excusable. From what I hear, I was just being drunken Sugar but I got home safely without getting caught again. I was faded out of my mind. :]

I'd do it all again. :]