Bye Bye Braces, Hello My Little Pearls!

Yay! After having braces on in 6th grade, getting them off in 7th grade, and then back on in 8th grade, I've finally detached those suckers. It's been 4-5 long years of wearing braces! Now I can finally see the teeth that have been sheltered for so long! It's time to expose you beautiful darlings to the world! Hehe, my teeth are actually pretty ginormous but I loveee them!!!

Despondency

I don't know why I've been so depressed lately... It really isn't like me.

I've just been such a worry butt lately, just everything with senior year. Honestly, high school hasn't been everything I hoped it would be. Hopefully senior year will make up for it but I doubt it.

This melancholy reminds me of a time in 7th grade when I just went through this huge state of depression. Gosh, I feel so pathetic because I usually hate depressed people because I always feel they're just seeking for attention. But really, I've just felt so hopeless and desperate these last few days. Perhaps it's all the summer school stress and work. Work hasn't been the greatest lately either. In addition, I've been extremely sleep deprived with how much I've been working out physically and mentally. Exercising my cranium at school and swimming at work for 3 hours. Yeah, I got a new work schedule from 4:30-7. The water is EXTRA cold in the later hours!

On a more optimistic note, I believe it won't be long until I'm all cheery and full of shine once again!

P.s.- I love my cousins! They really bring out the real me where I can be as goofy as I want and have the most life- loving times. <3

Jessica Juggles

Summer school: 7:50am- 1pm
Work (West Coast Aquatics): 2:30pm-5pm
Homework: 10:30pm-1am

Goodness, the first day of work was pretty unbearable but it's getting better. There really is a lot on my plate right now. School sucks, as always. But hey, I have an A. =D I feel so smart in that class but there are a lot of dumb people in there...

As for work, some kids are just sooooo cute! And some are... not so cute... Omgggg, I'm so freaking dark!! It's only been three days and I'm freaking BLACK! Ugh. I never knew how much better I looked pale. I hate how the water is soo cold too! Also, i ALWAYS have to pee!! It's such a hassle to take off that one piece and pull it all the way down to go in a dirty bathroom. And I'm not daring enough to go in the pool... But working with Nick is fun! =D

Going to the beach last Saturday was... cold. Freaking Alan made me cry because he shot a seagull who lost it's wing due to him! I just like broke down when I saw the bird tumbling in the wave and it was so helpless! I really thought it would drown and I felt soo bad that I didn't do anything about it! Maybe cause it reminded me of the time when d0nut and I almost drowned... Well yeahh, other then that, it was real shit weather that day.

I'm so exhausted after school, work, and everything in between! Time to get back to 923847 problems of tedious homework.